不管我们之间发生了什么事情，你依然是我最好最好的朋友

也许我不小心伤害了你的心。。。

也许我不小心做了对不起你的事。。。

也许我不小心让你回想起过去的悲痛。。。

我要深深的向你道歉。。。因为我真的不晓得我做了什么事。。。我只能道歉。。。希望能得到你的谅解。。。

只希望还能继续当你的听众。。。为你解决困难而付出。。。

只希望我们彼此的关系还能像以前那么好。。。

但愿你永远幸福快乐。。。

我最好最好的朋友

Again~~after 2 years

1. whose picture is it that you keepin your wallet?
>>no one~O_O

2. what time do you go to bed?
>>after 12am?XD

3. what was the last thing you did before filling this survey?
>>filling another survey?XD

4. who's the one you always meet the most?
>>my parents~XD

5 . who's the person you're gonna callif you need help?
>>myself...lol...

6. what's on your mind just now?
>>thinking of U

7. kissd a complete stranger?
>>no way!!

8 .with whom do you wanna be to havefun?
>>ofcoz U la~XD

9 .what' s the latest movie you saw?
>>errr....

10 . when was the last time you went out?
>>yesterday?

11 . what do you hate the most for now?
>>no job for me~=(

12. when was the FIRST time you slept alone?
>>last year~

1 3. what things do you want to do now?
>>hang out with U lo~

14. what do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?
>>facebook?msn?nothing else~

16. colors that make you happy?
>>red?XD

1 7. most fave things in your room?
>>my bed?XD

18. what was the last thing you bought for your room?
>>nothing..=_=

19. in instruments, what makes you crazy?
>>drumz...violin...piano~XD

20 . any instruments in your room?
>>yuup~violin~guitar n piano~

21. instruments that u play?
>>VIOLIN~~

22 . miss someone?
>>yes~miss U alot~

23. are you a coffee addict?
>>yes i am~!!cant live without coffee~~

24 . are you satisfied with ur lyfright now?
>>huh?

25. would you share a glass of water with a friend?
>>yes of coz~~

26. when was the last time you ate seafood?
>>err~~yesterday?

27. ever had a food fight?
>>no~but i wana try~~XD

2 8. what do you usually eat for breakfast?
>>err~~i cup of coffee??

29 . lost a friendship over something stupid?
>>errr...i did when i was young~

30. been really depressed before?
>>yes~~

31 . what's your favorite fastfood?
>>mcD~!!!!

32. cried in front of your classmates?
>>yea~last time la~

33. can you remember what you did on the first day of your school in college?
>>hahaha~met a new guy name Russell~

35. did u ever cheat during an exam?
>>which student doesnt cheat b4?XP

37. are you childish?
>>yes i am...as U say so~XP

38. how's your heart lately?
>>missing someone lo~lol

LOL

Haha~i redo the question after 2 years~

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
= ofcoz U la~~~XD

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
= yea hav to~rm1 for tat eh~

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
= both. a good listener not a good talkerXD

4. Do you take compliments well?
= with a smile?

5. Do you play Sudoku?
= Ofcoz~!!XD

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness,would you survive?
= Hmmm~~i guess so~XD

7. What song are you listening to?
= every song which are in my list~

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
= No~never get a chance~=(

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
= hide and seek?XD

10. If a person you really liked was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you? = i wont!!

11. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
= No~

12. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
= be pursued~XD

13. Use three words to describe yourself.
= Lazy fatty lady~LOL

14. Do any songs make you cry?
= Nope~

15. Are you continuing your education?
= yuup^^hopefully la~

16. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
= did CS or L4D count?XD

17. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you’d grab?
= my handphone i guess~i wouldnt know~

18. How often do you read books?
= hahahah~~~

19. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
= Both~XD

20. What is your favorite children’s book?
= ehhhh~~~~no idea~~

21. What color are your eyes?
= Black and white..lol

22. How tall are you?
= around 156cm eh..stop growing le~

23. Where is your dream house located?
= alot of place eh~

24. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
= yes ofcoz~

25. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
= never been to Olive Garden la~

26. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
= Toilet?

27. Do you like mustard?
= No!!!!yuck~

28. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
= both~!!

29. Do you look like your mom or dad?
=Both~~

30. How long does it take you in the shower?
= depends~XD

31. Can you do the splits?
= never try bfore~

32. What movie do you want to see right now?
= Alice in the wonderland!!!

33. What did you do for New Year’s?
= er..sleep?

34. Do you own a camera phone?
= yes~but camera rosak...

35. Was your mom a cheerleader?
= No..O_O

36. What’s the last letter of your middle name?
= E

37. How many hours of sleep do you get at night?
= err..8-10 hours eh..im a pigXD

38. Do you like care bears?
= not really actually~

39. What do you buy at the movies?
= pop corns n drinks~XD

40. Do you know how to play poker?
= No~cant understand at all~

41. Do you wear your seatbelt?
= yes~even when i drive into a kampung place...kena scold everytime~LOL

42. What do you wear to sleep?
= normal shirt n pants lo~

43. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
= errr....landslide?

44. How many meals do you eat a day?
= 1-2?skip bfast n lunchO_O

45. Do you always read friendster bullettins ?
= now no~~more to facebook now~

46. Do you like funny or serious people better?
= funny better~too serious will make everything not fun~

47. Ever been to L.A.?
= no..but i wish to~XD

48. Did you eat a cookie today?
= Nope~even its jz infront of me~XP

last day of new year~

wow~ this is soo fast~Chinese new year jz started n now it comes to an end....15 day comes n past jz like that....super fast wei!! n 1 thing i realize is.....my new year mood jz switched on on the last day of new year!!LOL

anyway...Chinese new year is my favourite chinese celebration ever if there's no spring cleaning before the day la~XD...it is a very meaningful day which u can meet up some of the relatives tat u saldom contact...frens which studying overseas....n spend times together with ur family members~as well as holiday n sleep like a pig!!XD

Chinese new year without the firecracker will b very unusual...because firecrackers can bring up the new year atmosphere~~especially on the new year eve..hundred n thousands of houses will start the fireworks n crackers when the clock stright on 12midnight~the feeling is so special n it only happens once in a year...n it was great~!!although it pollutes the earth alot la>,<

So now new year has jz ended...we hav to wait till nex year for this grand celebration again~hope that nex year's new year will be kinda diff from this year la~XDXD

The 3rd month after i graduated

Ouh FINALY i post this blog after the 3rd month i graduated~hahaha~~sowwiee~~XP
The reason i din post it earlier is becoz....im...Lazy>,<...hahaha...ok ok..my bad~~
I was quite..really...miss a lot of my fren in kl...Espeacially Nicole~Peiling~Mei Qi~Ashley~Bashini~Jackie n Kevin~n others..miss u guys a lot a lot~~=((...miss Peiling the most coz shes at overseas~Hope everythings goes fine in Swiss=) n those in kl..wish u guys all the best in ur degree=)
And also my ex-roomates n housemates~~thank u for everything yo~n sorry if i did something bad to u all...>,<...so sorry>,<
After graduated...i hav actually shut down my brain until now....which is quite bad actually....haha...rested at home almost 24 hours per day...jobless...lifeless...LOL...
But now..is my time to find a job...to earn some pocket money before i went to Taiwan~XD..i don wan to rest at home n wasting my parents money anymore...since new year has jz over...i think this is the time la...i should work~!!LOL
Hope i can get a job soon la...God bless me~;)

Sadness which kept inside my heart

Ever since i got to know this world...i started to realize something quite sad happen on me everytime...which is...i always been forgotten by everyone even my family...
Actually im not really care bout it anymore because.....im quite used to this kind of feeling...jz tat..sometimes i will feel a sudden sadness or emo after that....
This kind of feeling had kept inside my heart since long long time ago...i remember last time when im still a kid...i always hide behind the store n cried to my cat..but know...i learn to forget...forget every single sadness which happen in my life...but it takes quite some times to forget la....
But now one thing that i know it very surely is tat...God never forget me...He loves me so much and gave me a lot of happiness in my life which helps me to forget the sadness...He is a good listener which listen to every single thing i cried to Him...He blessed me a lot...a lot...i wana giv thanks...give thanks to Thee...You are my God..my Saviour...i love You Lord...i always do...Thank you Lord...

Take care my dear friend, Pei Ling

Time flies....tomorrow will b the day Pei Ling gone to Switzerland to further her studies...gonna miss u a lot~!!=((

Really great to have a friend like u during our 2 years journey in DH29~first time when i know u, u give me a feeling that u r very quiet, actually u're not~XD

Thank u for being my friend~thank u for fetching me n nicole back home everytime~XDgona miss the time we always hang out, hang out at pavilion sunway and midvalley~gonna miss the time we yamcha together with the yamcha gang at kayu~ gonna miss every single second that we spend together in the past two years~~

TAKE CARE PEI LING~ me here at miri as well as the gang at kl wish u..ALL THE BEST!! May God bless u through out the year in switzerland=) *HUGSS*

p/s: don cry oo~~*later i sendiri cry*>,<