Friday, February 26, 2010

The 3rd month after i graduated

Ouh FINALY i post this blog after the 3rd month i graduated~hahaha~~sowwiee~~XP
The reason i din post it earlier is becoz....im...Lazy>,<...hahaha...ok ok..my bad~~
I was quite..really...miss a lot of my fren in kl...Espeacially Nicole~Peiling~Mei Qi~Ashley~Bashini~Jackie n Kevin~n others..miss u guys a lot a lot~~=((...miss Peiling the most coz shes at overseas~Hope everythings goes fine in Swiss=) n those in kl..wish u guys all the best in ur degree=)
And also my ex-roomates n housemates~~thank u for everything yo~n sorry if i did something bad to u all...>,<...so sorry>,<
After graduated...i hav actually shut down my brain until now....which is quite bad actually....haha...rested at home almost 24 hours per day...jobless...lifeless...LOL...
But now..is my time to find a job...to earn some pocket money before i went to Taiwan~XD..i don wan to rest at home n wasting my parents money anymore...since new year has jz over...i think this is the time la...i should work~!!LOL
Hope i can get a job soon la...God bless me~;)

Sadness which kept inside my heart

Ever since i got to know this world...i started to realize something quite sad happen on me everytime...which is...i always been forgotten by everyone even my family...
Actually im not really care bout it anymore because.....im quite used to this kind of feeling...jz tat..sometimes i will feel a sudden sadness or emo after that....
This kind of feeling had kept inside my heart since long long time ago...i remember last time when im still a kid...i always hide behind the store n cried to my cat..but know...i learn to forget...forget every single sadness which happen in my life...but it takes quite some times to forget la....
But now one thing that i know it very surely is tat...God never forget me...He loves me so much and gave me a lot of happiness in my life which helps me to forget the sadness...He is a good listener which listen to every single thing i cried to Him...He blessed me a lot...a lot...i wana giv thanks...give thanks to Thee...You are my God..my Saviour...i love You Lord...i always do...Thank you Lord...