im so nervous...><

this week actually is my last week training in best western....but bcoz of the raya n TYT's bday...im suppost to hav my holidays during these 3 days...so mon replace my holiday within this week.....soo..i onli work for monday....then hav my 3 days public holiday...another offday...on saturday...i will b transfer to another department...which is FO....

but...yesterday when i report myself...i realize tat my timetable is same as office hour...which is 8.30-5...hahaha.....n sunday will b my offday as well...so...ms yong cancel one of my offday which is friday..n i will b working on fri...hahaha....good or bad?...i also dono...lol

as for the office hour...i will hav more time to meet him loo~~wakakakaka....*cough *cough...hehehe....

but hope i can do well in my training n hopes everything gona b alright....i hope the staff over there will b like those in Best western,...T__T...miss them alot~~T___T

hope this gonna b a fun month for me~~

left 1 day...?

it was quite awhile i have started working/training in best western...n now...it comes to the end...tomolo will be my last day having my training in this restaurant...im quite miss they all espeacially those who are very nice n fren with me...although i hav joted down their phone number...taking photos with each other...but it couldn't change my feeling....

i had posted some blog about the bad things againts the restaurant during my 1st week having my training....actually is my fault...im the 1 who dono how to accept...now comes to the end..n im so...SAD><......

i had learned alot during my 3th-4th weeks...they are having training with us..gains alot of knowledge during the days...the training is still running....i hope we can learn from the mistake n learn new stuff....=)

anyway....finally i hav met some of my ex-schoolmates today..celebrating li mei's bday...happy bday to u^^...i was quite supprise to c some of them which they had "disconnected" with me...i mean lost contact with each other...like yih you, yun han..bla bla bla they allXP....i was happy to c them.....but cant meet all of them...some of them cannot attend...so have to wait for nx time to call out for yamcha againXD....keep in touch n wait for my callXD

the 4th week...at afternoon shift@_@

as for last blog which i had mention..it cames to the 4th week....wat happen during this week leh??

1st day of the week...i tot i can go for work at 2pm ...mana tau maricle msg me says tat 2pm got training....-___-..so hav to go there earlier to attend the training...haiz...

the training is good for us coz Mon tough us alot of things..differences btween the name n how they mise en place or table setting....

as for my 1st day...i have chances to take those photos becoz...no supervisor aroundXD....try my best to take the photos with them...haha....

i realize tat suddenly JR like very fren with me...terkejut aku...y?coz he is a very quiet person...i also dono him la...like no face emotion de...-___-..mana tau tat day he smile...n play fool with me..lol...good lah like tat...haha...

then...i remember last night...i was like demam...bill wrongly twice...so "sia soi"....><...some more almost terjatuh wor..with food on my hand><...the customers also terkejut...haiz....-____-

anyway..meet alot of ppl...ang mo ang mo ang mo...wine wine wine....hahaha....i better bring along my "waiter's fren"....can open wine if got chanceXD....

anyway....hope i can do well within this 2 weeks la...nx week also at night...lol....gambateh to me...gambateh to all of u out there as well=)

walao...so fast??!!

AND NOW come to the 4th week...time passes really really fast....><

as for this week....MON put me in afternoon shift which is 3pm-11pm@____@

anyway~~...it was quite fun n different from morning shift as u can c alot of "ang mo" n young couplesXP....wine WINE WINE~~~XD

During this few weeks...we hav attend some training which tough byMON for western service n MR TAN for chinese service..it was quite fun actually n u can learn more things from tat^^

BESIDES...i have taken some photos with my collegues=)..espeacially Freddie...waakaka....here are some of the photos... u can find them in my face book n friendster=)

front 2..philipino...back 3..mirian/sarawakianXD

me n sebia^^

nice possesXP

diana n mee~~^^

chef joshep(now i know his nameXD)

Freddie n me~~^^

Ano(indonesian chinese..who speak mandrin better than me><)

Dalglish, JR n DavidXD

supper time~~11pm

i haven finish taking photo with some other collegues...have to appreciate the time as nx fri will b my last day in best western><....miss miss~~T__T

opening ceremony of the new bought ovenXD

Today...finally i can have some times to make something for my family...making some PASTRY which i have learnt while im in kl.....Since last few days ago, i hav started to have this kind of mood to made it...

Yesterday..my dad brought me to servay which near to grand palace to buy some i-n-g-r-e-d-i-e-n-t for the pastry...i saw my collegues at grand palace from servay...they are so hardworking^^...after buying those i-g-r-e-d-i-e-n-t..straight we went back home...

THIS afternoon after i swept the floor...i start doing mise en place for my pastry...sugar,spice,n everything nice??nonono...haha...im not making powerpuff girls...haha....

after preparing those stuff..i start making the choux...(something like bread..)..for wat i felt very "pek chek" is the STUPID piping tube thingy...(coz cant find the piping bag..so bought a new piping tube=__=)..makes everything into a mess@__ @...whole thing full with choux...haiz...but good thing still can successfully pipe it into a shape...then off i throw them into the oven n bake...n NOW the filling making time....i dono i had bought the cream correctly or wat...although how fast or how long i beat it...it still remain the same..watery...(it wil change to whiping cream when u beat it)i jz wasted 1 whole pack of cream@__ @..my dog owns it lo...lol....

After successfully baked the choux..its ready to EAT~~...my dad spread some cold kaya~~ n penutbutter in each of that....its really nice to eat^^..happy tat they all gav good comment for my choux^^...i will b doing this again nx week i guess bcoz i havent successfully done my cream><

hav u ever had ur heart broken?

1.Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
~nope..XP

2.Whats your relationship with the person you last texted?
~just fren=)

3.What are your plans for today?
~made choux chantilly..it success but the cream spoiled-___-

4.Where was your default picture taken?

~someone's room

5.Are you in a relationship, single, complicated, married, or engaged?
~im still single~~

6.Have you ever had your heart broken?
~yess!!a lot of time...

7.Do you wish someone would call you right now?
~hmm...no..lazy wan pick up phoneXP

8)Do you find piercings attractive on the opposite sex?
~hmm....sometimes...but depends la

9)What song are you currently listening to?
~faye wong - jing qi

10)Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
~yess!!i hate cigaratte n smokers...

11)Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
~stupid piping tube...

12)Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
~yea..but i don wana mention who he/she is...

13)Do you miss someone?
~yes i did...miss miss~~

14)If you could go to any place right now, where would you go?
~japan or europe^^

15)If you are being extremely quiet, what does that mean?
~im actually a very quiet person..so it doesnt mean anything..lol

16)What is the weather like today?
~hmm...raining heavily with heavy sun?

17)Do you have anything to complain about?
~hmmm...nope

18)Do you have curly hair?
~nope...XP

19)What are you doing tonight?
~sleeping...ZZZzzzz

20）Last place you took a plane to?
~from kl back to miri...XD

21)Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
~sometimes will talk..sometimes jz hide..depends la..

22)What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
~can successfully move to my new house at kl...^^

23)What are you doing tomorrow?

~work work work~~><

24)If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?
~blenket..pillow...bed sheet??

25)What is the last movie you watched?
~hmm...prison breakXD

26)Will You be in a relationship 3 months from now?
~how would i know?XP

27)Does the last person you held hands with mean anything to you??
~yes...my granny who is sick now..T__T

28)Are you happy at the moment?
~hmm..still ok loo

29)Do you want to get married?
~yea...but dono when only...im still single~~XD

finally...

YESSS~~!!finally i hav finished my week in the WESTERN C-H-I-N-E-S-E restaurant!!good thing no need to face those "bad" ppl again...haiz...this week is a really bad week for me as im training at the C-H-I-N-E-S-E restaurant which has alot of "lan si" ppl inside...=___=lll

Mostly all are young ppl btween 20-30+ like tat...but got 1 i think is 40+ de....tat 1 really lan si like hell...(im so bad..but its really true.....)1st day of my work..non of them talk to me...not even look at me..like im invisible...2nd day...still ok..but same as the 1st day...n then the following days..got talk...but jz ask me to do things nia...after that, no more....i HATE to b like tat..really stressful...somemore they all also not good with each other...complain sini complain sana...-___-

Anyway....good thing im back...so miss downstair de ppl....althought upstair all are C-H-I-N-E-S-E..or indonesian C-H-I-N-E-S-E....but their attitude i really cannot tahan><...although got 1 handsome guy-Ahno over there,he is ok...n Emma n Yin Yin...this 2 ppl are good..ah mei still ok..Cici depends....n lynda..worst...like those "trumpet" spread false news to others...=___=lll

Anyway...no need to think bout it AGAIN....n finally im back...i miss the food downstair which u all cook for our lunch..miss those ppl downstair...u all are better then upstair..gonna miss u all soon><...still got 2 weeks to go till i change my department to FO...got to take photo with them^^..especially FREDDIE..wakaka....he is so cute...n he talks to me~~XD

Bad thing is...nx week will start working at 3pm-11pm><...sob sob..dono still can meet him or notXP...anyway..gonna appreciate the time with them...GAMBATEH n GOOD LUCK^^

wat hurts u at the moment?!

Today Did You-

1. Talk to a boy/girl you like ?

-hmmm..nope

2. Learn anything new?

- i guess so...haha

3. Talked to an ex?

-...nope

4. Miss someone?

-yea...haiz~~


LAST PERSON

5. Laid in yr bed?

-is my cat consider as a "person"?

6. Made you cry?

-err...

7. You went to the movies with?

- if not wrong is with my "family" without "daddy"

8. Went to the mall with you?

- my dad n bro

9. You showered with?

-..my cat?

10. Made you laugh?

-my bro

11. Hugged you?

-miao miao~~


-General stuff-

16. Favorite location?

- Japan

17. Tattoo?

- im dead if i got 1><

18. What are you most scared of this
second?

- nothing?

19. Where do you want to get married?

-church?

20. Does anyone like you?

-who knows?

21. Do you like being around people?

- ya..sure...but depends la

22. Have you ever cried?

-ofcoz la

23. Are you lonely right now?
-yea

24. Song stuck in your head?

-prisoner of love

25. Been on radio/TV?
-nope

26. Ever liked someone who treated you
like crap?

-yes!!

27. what color shirt are you wearing
now?

-white~~

28. Name three things that you do every
day?
-brush my teeth...sleep...eat...

29. How much cash do you have on you right now?

- not until rm50><

30. Who got you to join Myspace?
-no one

31. What web site do you visit the
most?

-friendster n facebook~~

32. Do you have plants in your room?

-yess...u know wat im thinkingXD


SECRET

1. WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?

-nothing..jz my name...

2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE
TAKEN?

-at someone's house...

3. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL
YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?
- yea..but will forget later...

4. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?

-tired..sad..

5. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?

-none

6. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP?

-not good...

7. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND
CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?
-yess~~

8. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE
DAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE, WHY?

-cat..bcoz..i love cat...XD

9. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?

-hmmm...mayb yes...

10. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAY
AS YOU?

-si kai..XD

11. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A
LARGE AUDIENCE?

-yupp...but not singing alone la

12. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE
ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX ?

-our conversation?mean can talk continuesly..^^

13. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM
KFC?

-mashpotato~~cheessywages

14. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DRUNKEN WEEK?

-nope..im a good girlXP

15. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR
TV SHOWS?

-sometimes...too boring wa...hehe

16. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU
TODAY?
-buzy day in restaurant..cant do things fast

17. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?

-yea..malay,english..n now learning ibanXD

18. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?

-nope...

19. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?

-my granny is sick

i prefer western restaurant than chinese restaurant...in this hotel

TODAY is the 1st day of the 3rd week i have been training over here....MON had put me to the C-H-I-N-E-S-E restaurant for a few days...the aim is to study the differences between the western restaurant n the C-H-I-N-E-S-E restaurant n how their services are....
when i went up to the C-H-I-N-E-S-E restaurant..i felt tat it is really different from the western restaurant...i really do feel miss bout my old restaurant....their staff are SOOOO....i dono how to say...they are like nv talk to u wan...not even look at u..like im invisible...ish....i hate these kind of collegues...i din mean to say them like tat..but its true...my fren also kena tat....wat la..like very proud tat u chinese so pro ar...cheh.....
i felt really angry bout it lo...hav to c their face some more...like me very "zho theng" means cannot help anything like tat...yes i admit tat i really dono wat to do...bcoz im new here wa...the services also much more DIFFERENT than western restaurant...some more u r like don wan teach like tat...ok lah...nvm...good thing im not the worker over there-__-...u don wan teach ma don teach lo...later when many customer n u need my help..i wont help u de lo...coz i dono wa...u nv teach me b4...then baru u tau....-_____-
actually im not tat happy while having my training over here...i dono is my problem or their problem...alot of things happen inside...jz hope tat my training can fast fast over....i don wana suffer over here dy..really stress ar...hav to c those faces...like me owe u something like tat-____-....ISH...

wat?!..this month got 5 weeks?!><

waaah...finally i hav finished my 2nd week..

DAMN!!..3 more weeks to go in restaurant n 4 weeks to go for FO....this is...t-i-r-r-i-n-g~~@__@

anyway...as for 2nd week...i hav experience some good things n bad things which will b happen in my future nx time while i come out to this society...like collegues againts collegues...or "ah tao" againts "ka gia"...and lots more....~__~...sienz...bcome manager better...lol.....

BUT..actually im gonna miss some of u all soon after this...which who had come across this job with me during these few weeks...hope we can appreciate the day during this coming weeks....^^

what i have realized is..my malay n hokkien really sucks....hahaha....coz most of my collegues speak malay...=____=...i hav to speak more from now..lol...

ANYWAY..i feel tat we cannot only jz stay in this possition for the whole of ur life...i understand tat every jobs hav to start from the bottom...but if u are really interested in wat ever job u have chosen n u hav ur target..u hav to do ur BEST to success ur D_R_E_A_M_S....gaining more EXP n get more information from others..upgrade urself from r-e-a-d-i-n-g or ask from the seniors..n dont b ashame to learn from others...listen to others oppinion n ideas as well...

i hav set my target..to bcome professionist in FnB..so from now onwards...i must do my best to success my dreams~~(mana tau later i change my mind....lol)

so fast!

wah...im in 2nd week of my training dy~~so fastXD...but wat the heck..this month got 5 weeks...=__=...stupid...haha...

anyway...still the same...boring like hell....@___@... my leg really cannot tahan dy...stand there for 8 hours really "ciak lat"><....but still can kap cai then is ok la...hahaha....got 1 cost n puchasing de freddie....he always will come down from his office to check the stock...good thing i know him dy~~XD...lol...okok..i should b focusing on my work now...XP

something really wrong happen btween me n one of my colleague...this is really stupid=__=..im serious..he was like...ask me married dy onot?got boyfren onot?can b my gf onot...apalah...i cant say no..but we jz met not about 1 week leh...u ask me these kind of question...will make me ignore u...u know??lol...we b fren 1st k??...lol...really "za dao"@__@....

anyway..today was kinda dizzy...not feeling well@__@ ...hope tomolo's meeting wont take too long...hope everythin will go fine lah....nx week will b going upstair n hav a try on chinese cuisine~~hahaha...gambateh~~!!

internship days

well now..it comes to my 2nd week of training in the hotel.....for wat feel...it is quite different for wat i tot before i came in....the rules,i mean the laws tat we should follow for the table setting or during our services is too "cin cai"....it is not as streat as we suffer during our class...this is kinda not good for me as i will forget everything i had learned....i don wana be step by mr tay boon although i never been step by him bforeXP

actually...i learned nothing during this week....becoz everything we do everyday are the same...we cannot go for the room service because of we are females....or other fnb departments...it is kinda boring which everyday keep on repeating the same things....really sienz.....-_-

anyway...i met quite alot of new friends or colleags....but most of them are ibans or malays or phillipino....for wat i know is...the hotel don really have eng daosXP...(im too boring wa..so keep on "kap" leng cais looXD)....i met some colleages which really looks like my fren in kl...lol....some looks like kai wen...some looks like felix...lol...this is too nice..hahahaha....but most of the guys work there are kinda soft...abit "niang niang qiang"XP...sorry to say like tat...but they are friendly n nice=)...

hope i can pass my training loo...hope tat everything will b alright n i can learned alot from this...hahaha...my purpose is not finding husband ok?..i jz like to kap leng cais..wakakaka....this is normal..don tell me u wouldn't kap leng cais or leng lui'sXP....