Saturday, April 19, 2008

my feeling..my mood

things jz happen so fast...now i have started my 2nd term..and i have to start busying my school stuff once again..(finally)
my new term is totaly different from my last term..i have a fully filled time table now...n now no more honeymoon term like what our lecturer says...lol...i still remember last term...there will b 1 day off every week..n my class ends very early everyday...but now..no more happy time like that dy..almost everyday i have classes till 5.++..n no more offday for me..T__T
quit alot off things happen nowadays...school stuff,friends,relationship..everything jz come in the same time..i really stress on these...
1st..is my school stuff...lecturer keep on throwing assignments and assesments to us...really stress on it..somemore jz 1st day of shool..especially on moral study..we have 1 assignment on making short film bout HIV/AIDS...alot of things happen among the group members..its really..haiz..speechless....lol
friendship?watabout housemate?...i do really scared n stress on my new housemate...shes kinda...strange(this is the only word i can..say)..i din hate her or watever..but she really makes me stress on it..she doesnt talk to her roomates..even other housemates..they all try to make friends with her..but it doesnt work..she only talk to me..n unpolitely jz go into my room without knocking the door..somemore if im alone in the room..she jz went in no matter what am i doing..she jz talk n talk n talk...i know u can talk la..but u aslo need to see what im doing now 1st ma..im studying eh..2molo got assesment some more=__=....i still remeber got 1 time..i was serving tat morning..n after i went home i felt really really tired n jz feel like lying on my bad n take a nap...but guess what..when the momment i wanted to close my door..she quickly come into my rooms n talk to me...i know im too good la..cannot express my feling towards ppl..but i can tell u is..im not really happy with it..i wont hate u..but can pls jz talk to others also..their ur housemates also wa..i still got lots of things to do also..cannot always company u also..pls la..okie?
ur roomates wont eat u de la..u know how she wish that u can b as good as wat u b with me?..talk to them...
now is my relationship...i jz end my relationship last few weeks ago...is kinda sad..but is alright now couse we both understand..n i also understand hes situation right now..at least we still can b as good as b4..jz tat not so close anymore...im really happy to have this kind of fren..im really happy to meet u..as u r my 1st..u influence me alot..u makes me more concentrate on my studies and b so hardworking than b4..i really wan to tell u is...thank you n im still really love u..
finally..i hav nothing to say dy..im really stress n sienz now..please let me take a breathe..speechless...=__=

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